-=aMiTa=-

hmm,,,

men r men… why do i choose that title? no one knows…

so many things happened to me recently…

mulai dari yang namanya sedih, seneng, ampe dun kno wat tu du deh… beberapa hari lalu SFTP tlp.. terjadilah conversation yg unpredictable…

him: "why did u leave me?"

me: "u’re de one who leave me.."

him: "i didn’t..!!! i’ve been waiting almost 4years wondering where u r know.. i dun kno ur cell phone,, i come 2 ur house n u always never at home,, i hav no idea where u r…" (i knew that maybe he lies (again) 2 me)

me: "i thought u never wanna meet me…"

him: "i miz u so…"

me: …..speechless….

i know that i can’t turn back de time.. i miz him also.. but i can’t go back 2 my past.. he has sumone new now.. =) *congrtaz 2 u Mr. A..

now,,,

tepat 2,5taun yang lalu akuw jadian ma ibun… (i doubt that he still remember that day) n guess what,, br 10menit yang lalu ada sumone yang bilang de same old thing k akuw.. ada apa siy ma tanggal 30? Gosh,, can U gimme de other date?? tapi y gpp deh.. no matter when, where, or how mgkn akuw jg dah mulai buka hatiku bwt yang laen.. (i think it’s time 2 take further step after 7 hurting foolish monthz…!!!)

fur kitkat,,,wish u were here… =,)

v(^_^)

smangaat…!!!

yayaya,,,

welkumm,, welkumm,,, =)

akirnyaaa akuw adalah punya blog juga.. stelah skian lama tak bergeming dg tawaran frenster tentang blog…

hmm,,,

actually akuw baru aja baca2 blognya Ulli (ma lil’ sister *miz u hun…) n i saw there that she does’nt wanna miz a thing in her life… seems pretty interesting… then i try not to miz any single tiny winy thing in ma life ever..!! *nyontek bahasanya Ulli,,hwehehe…

uummm,,, well…

tampaknya bnr kata org,, hidup baru dimulai ktika usia qt udah nyampe kpala 2.. eventhough akuw blm nyampe kpala 2,, (bntar lg kok,, tinggal 3bln lg less n more..) i’m starting 2 feel that life’s totally bout struggle.. perjuangan bertahan hidup dr segala sesuatu yang mengancam kelangsungan hidup.. (e.g. persahabatan yang terkoyak,, percintaan yang kandas,, semangat hidup yang hilang,, etc) *tia,, mgkn kalimat d atas bs dJadiin referensi judul sinetron mu yang baru ;p pokoknya whatever it is,, sebagai manusia yang mencoba mempunyai hidup yang berkwalitas tinggi,, akuw hanya bs mensyukuri apa yang udah dberikan bwt qt.. kalopun musti ilang ato diambil yg punya,, yawdah to? mw apa lg? yg penting qt dah usaha yg tbaik… benul tak?? snif,, sniff,, (knp jd mehek2 bgini siy??)

baiklah,, itu aja dulu pembukaan qt kali ini…

lifes like piano..

the white keys represent happiness and the black show sadness..

but as u go through life’s journey,,

remember that the black keys make music too..

smangaattt…!!!!

v(^_^)v